FYI

You know you're a thoroughgoing far-gone cocksucker, when just the thought or look, the merest whiff of  suckable cock nearby, makes you lick your lips like one of Pavlov's dogs,  makes your mouth water, makes you mad,  focuses you like a hungry predator ...

Cock & Awe

Mmm, veins

I wonder, can 'mere' carnal lust for cock have this all-conquering suprasensory effect?

Do I delude myself, fallible as I am?
Do I just make a virtue of my vice?
Possibly, and yet

Never  happiest than making you happy

You alone have what I need

And you give it

Resistance is Futile

Truth

Key 2 Happiness

Does it matter??

 If I delude myself, so what? Who's hurt? What a happy and harmless delusion!

A vice? Only if you think life should be lived in misery and penitence for being human; only if you think men are expendable in your foolish  schemes. Only if your language is perverted and your perception corrupted.

Think of your last fall to service and worship ---  in the back seat of a car, in an alley, on his couch or in a mens' room ---  what were your thoughts, how did you feel throating that guy's dick?
Pretty fucking good, I'll bet, in every way measurable.
And so did he, when he busted balls in your mouth.

 

There to catch him

I guess that's the answer.